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Day 1: News
What if you have only one more year to live, and you know it? I guess most of the people think about it from time to time, and it might be romantic as long as it’s not reality.
Yesterday I got the message. The doc said that I’m terminally ill and gonna be dead within a year. My life is different now – literally. I haven’t slept, I haven’t eaten, I haven’t cried, I haven’t laughed, I haven’t screamed, I haven’t thought, I haven’t done anything since then. 24 hours in a vacuum is much time if you just have about 364 more days in your life to live. I’m 32, will be in heaven (so it exists) with 33, and should now take my time to. To do what?
Making a list would probably a good idea. Writing down all the things I would love to do, prioritize the items with A – importancy and B – easy to start with. Honestly, I’ve never been so good at organizing and managing things, I’m just not interested in this stuff and still love my unplanned live. However, this list will be the only coordinated calculation before my life starts facing the end.
My name is Jamie, and I’m gonna die. Soon.
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Day 2: List
I’ve already started with the list, brainstorming what might make my last year on earth unforgettable. It’s not so easy I thought it was before. If you don’t know when your life ends you usually have no inner drive to fulfill your wishes immediately. Sure, you think about your wishes and dreams but postponing is a good strategy not to make them real. Finally, I have not so many wishes at all – almost 22 that’s not much, and feasible I think. However, here we go with the list. It is not really prioritozed yet but honestly, I would love to do every single thing on it.
- Writing a book
- Travelling to Japan, China, Vietnam, and Thailand
- Eating out in the 10 most delicious restaurants of the city
- Watching all the films that I missed in a cinema
- Doing an interview with one of my favorite authors
- Doing an interview with one of my favorite directors
- Making a film (at least a short one)
- Having with every good friend a single and special evening
- Discovering all corners in my city
- Seeing Lissabon and New York once again
- Living somewhere by the sea, and beach for at least a month
- Building a snowman
- Visiting a concert with Iggy Pop and the Stooges
- Visiting all famous museums of the city
- Reading all books that I bought but haven’t read so far
- Falling in love once again (the feeling of it)
- Doing a drop
- Driving a Ford Mustang
- Surfing or sailing
- Learning Portuguese
- Making someone really happy
- Dying while I sleep
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Day 3: Plan
Staring at my list, thinking ‘what’s next?’ I definitely need to pick an item – probably an item that is easy to start with. Item 21 seems to be a good one. There are so many unhappy people around us. But it is probably one of the hardest things to do as well. Particularly when you talk to people you really like but also know very well. However, I set-up the plan and it starts with 21. After 21 comes 1. I have to start with the writing stuff as soon as possible – otherwise it would not work out before I close my eyes forever. Finally, I need to pick three things for the beginning. In addition to 21, and 1 item 15 will be a good balance. Writing, reading, loving – 3 items for my heart. A perfect start I would say, a perfect start.
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Day 4: Post
What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers my dearest friends. i have to make an announcement: i have only one more year in this world. it might be shocking at the first sight but believe me on the second one it’s also a chance. sounds weird to you? if you stay with me for a little while you’ll know what I mean. i’m coming up soon here with more information what’s going on in my life, and gonna share my thoughts with you. however, please don’t express your condolences nor take pity on me. if you feel embarrassed fell free to delete my profile from your friend’s list. i won’t be annoyed, nor disappointed as i also understand that this news might be too hard for some of you. thanks so much for your understanding.
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Sara Jones i’ll be here
JJ Hawking shocking but very brave!
Allan Greenspan dunno what to say at the moment
Eliza Lunz are u kidding? this can’t be true … are u allright?
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Day 5: Item21
Uff, how can I make someone happy if everyone I know thinks that I’m the person who need solace? I got so many comments on my f-book post – most of them are annoying. Heck, what was in my mind when I wrote this post. It is pretty clear that their comments show a range fom shocked over sad up helpless. And some of my f-book friends think that it was just joke, and they react with anger. I could understand this, really. But isn’t it my decision not to hide, isn’t it my thing to say that I’m NOT a pitiful person. Some might think that I got mad but I’m not. I just want to live last days of my life without lying, hiding anything, and – that is most important for me – without forsaking myself. I am proud, I am strong, I am open for this last year’s experience, and I want to tell this everyone around me.
What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers hey guys, sorry for this shockig news. believe me, i’m fine.
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Pe Trin how can you be fine? you’re gonna die.
JJ Hawking still impressed you’re so brave
Liza Hruin OMG
The Dude what’s next?
JJ Hawking wanna meet these days?
Allan Greenspan still speechless?
Goldie Warner yikes! :-(
Tria Iklund need something?
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Day 6: History
I left so many words in here – it’s time to look back.
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Jamie Myers doubleyoudoubleyoudoubleyoudotcom
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Jamie Myers i@myself.me
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Jamie Myers caramelized.
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Jamie Myers off to boxes.
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Jamie Myers Our brandnew style: Be trendy, be sick.
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Jamie Myers save the date!
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Jamie Myers i’m going live.
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Jamie Myers = am launched
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Jamie Myers lives lifeminutes.
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Jamie Myers ¡
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Jamie Myers •
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What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers ∞
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Jamie Myers on the snowy side of life.
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Jamie Myers sin/pin/in king
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Jamie Myers thin king
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Jamie Myers for whom the bell tolls.
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Jamie Myers still!
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Jamie Myers so sure.
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Jamie Myers strolled under a cupola of glas.
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Jamie Myers with a thick, numbed lip.
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Jamie Myers for ears & eyes
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Jamie Myers happy hot smooth moving.
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Jamie Myers not dead but red.
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Jamie Myers illustrious, lucent & bright.
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What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers got IT. the prize. finally, i bingoed.
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Jamie Myers The Unveiled Truth.
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Jamie Myers restless.
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Jamie Myers exquisite.
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Jamie Myers supercooled.
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Jamie Myers at least, just random. Rebel with a Camera.
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Jamie Myers wiki-random, the second: beshbarmak.
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Jamie Myers random on wiki – the continuous knapsack problem.
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Jamie Myers Trashergreens – always a pleasure.
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Jamie Myers spaghetti.
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Jamie Myers Unsinn: unknown understatements undertake unique understandings.
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Jamie Myers loves life literally.
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Jamie Myers was ‘in the electric mist’ and wants to learn the slangsound that is typical for Louisiana.
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Jamie Myers is deheated and rewatered.
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Jamie Myers deheating – hopefully.
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Jamie Myers Singin’ Ketch-up.
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Jamie Myers It’s magic …
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Jamie Myers Fingerling traveling from here to there.
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Jamie Myers Wake-up!
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Jamie Myers shortcuts.
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Jamie Myers like it, strike it, stroke it, poke it.
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Jamie Myers is lost in translation.
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Jamie Myers is however, somehow, anyway.
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Jamie Myers is changing to standby mode.
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Jamie Myers is here, there, and everywhere.
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Jamie Myers loves ice flowers.
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Jamie Myers is sundazed and confused.
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Jamie Myers loves to stay hungry and curious.
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Jamie Myers is waiting for Macbeth.
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Jamie Myers is smooth moving.
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Jamie Myers is now waiting for smooth moves and activity.
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Jamie Myers is thinking about Christmas under palm trees.
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What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers is still in a think phase/tank. Do you think that there ever will be a “thinking” end?
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What’s on your mind?
Jamie Myers Well … I think that I don’t think.
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